Your Face in the Fire
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News from the Muse of the Double-headed Axe*
*The Double-Headed Axe or
labrys was sacred as a tool and a weapon. It belonged to the Minoan
Goddess. It is associated with the labyrinth—“house of the double axe.”
Roi Faineant
an online literary publication
has published four of Naomi Ruth Lowinsky’s recent poems.
It is difficult to find literary magazines which will publish long poems, and/or poems that take on the difficult issues of our terrible times. Hats off to the editors of this brave publication. You can find all four poems
here:
The Muse of the Double-headed Axe
insists on sharing Her poem, below.
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Labyrinth |
Pilgrimage in the Shape of a PrayerI.
You never know where you’re going
until you get there
You never know what you’ll stumble into
until you’re in itso said the Labyrinth
one afternoon
in late November
as your feet faltered
round the sudden
twists and turns
of the double-headed ax
When at last
you emerged
from that pilgrimage
in the shape of a prayer
ruby red and gold trees
flared up
into a glory
and you suddenly remembered
the Dream
II.
The Dream knows you
are a wandering Jew
whose bones ache
with the agony weight
of the world
forever
seeking sanctuary
forever
on a pilgrimage
in the shape of a prayer
you stumble
into
a small
Black Hole
A temple?
A trap?
A desecration of the Holy Land?
Can’t see a thing
but the bony labyrinth
of your ear hears
demonic chanting
bibinetanyahubibinetanyahubibnetanyahu
The One and the Only
Mr Security
The One and the Only
Judge and Jury
rousing your ancestors
to warn you
This double-headed ax blow to the stomach
this manic metronome with its hypnotic spell
means to render you powerless or is it
a call to witness how swiftly sanctuary
can turn treacherous?
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Nova Music Festival |
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Hostages |
III.
The Dream knows you
will stumble
into this damp and gloomy
spider web of tunnels
a double-headed ax
a labyrinth of passageways
You walk
with the walkers
who can’t see
you
seem to be
a spirit
in this underworld
You come at last
to a well-lit room
a group of young people
wounded
bandaged
dazed
confused
held prisoner
Are you called to witness
the abducted?
Are you called to hear
what they remember?
Just yesterday
they were ecstatic
trance dancers
a synchronized flow
of mandalas
within mandalas
spheres beyond spheres
in the company
of Great Buddha
on a pilgrimage
in the shape of a prayer
for peace
for joy
between Jews and Muslims
loving the land they share
all day
all night
in the desert
until suddenly
at sunrise
Nirvana cracks
gun shots
hand grenades
terrorists are hunting them
running
running
weeping
shrieking
corpses scattered
everywhere
and they
the survivors
abducted
Where was the army? We served our time
We would have saved us Now we’re stuck
in this hell hole without our phones
How can we text our terrified mothers?
What would Buddha say?
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Destruction in Gaza |
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Eye and Child |
IV.
The Dream transports you stumbling
into a temple
or is it a mosque by the sea?
The Dream
shows you
the spirit of a girl who reveals
I am the “Unknown Trauma Child” of GazaDid anyone survive under the rubble that terrible night when the bomb crashed into our home
like a double-headed ax? All I could hear was shrieking shrieking Then nothing a tunnel
of darkness a sudden bright light as the ancestors gathered fragments of my soul
so I can visit with you in your dream so you can see me whole a radiant loving child
of radiant loving people May they come to me as ghosts who walk the labyrinth
a pilgrimage in the shape of a prayer May you greet them here in this sanctuary
made sacred by your sorrow Sit with us Meet my mother who was tender Meet my father
who was playful Meet my older brother the joker Meet my younger sister the dreamer
and that unknown unborn one in mother’s womb who never will see the light of the new day
This is my family broken pottery shattered lineage cast away flesh and bones No one is left
to identify our bodies No one is left to grieve May you be our witness our weeper
May you gather and treasure our souls |
Underworld |
V.
The Dream knows
you are weary
still stumbling
on difficult terrain
This pilgrimage
in the shape of a prayer
has not yet revealed the
Temple of your Soul
The Dream is a labyrinth
in motion
in the shape of a butterfly
in the shape of a double-headed ax
it cuts through tumult
and you find yourself
ascending a Rock
given a hand up
by kind people
who know
sorrow
“This Rock”
they tell you
“is our Sanctuary
without walls
where all who love this land
call it Palestine
call it Israel
may gather to pray
that the Rock will hold us
know us
help us face
the hard truth
of our history
the hard truth
of our geography
the hard truth
of our kinship
in catastrophe
We bring prayer rugs
and prayer shawls
We prostrate ourselves
we daven
We’ve come to hear the Stone speak”
I am the voice of the land you love
Hear O Israel Hear O Palestine
I am your Mother
I say “Enough Already!
Salaam is Sholom Sholom is Salaam
Make Peace!”